I have a habit of writing out new year resolutions like the others since 2010 I think. Well, it was a new thing I learnt about back then, and they say by making list of what u are going to achieve in the year helps u to be a successful person. Wanted to be successful I guess. Hahaha!
My past lists were a bit kiddie but 2012 one was fine I guess. (2012's New Year Resolution)
- Sleep earlier. (On the to-do list since the day I learnt to make new year resolution list)
Always fail. This is still gonna be on the 2013 list. x/
- Learn something new.
I actually bought a harmonica. But I havent master it. Or better still I only trried like once/twice on the same note. I started to learn swimming too. Only swam for like 4 times? Fail case. But my friends say I actually know how to swim. Just dont know how to breath. =.=
- Tattoo?
Not done yet. Fear blocking my way. Ya. Would like to try. One who scared of injections wanna try having tattoo. So not proud of myself. Big headed? Don't wear too big a hat! (Seek help from my friend who in the end get this from her dad! Hahah! Pro!) Still doing it.. Soon as I figure out what to be on my skin for like forever? YOLO much
- Blood donating.
Done. Like finally. So far once. There was a problem with my blood, don't know if it get through the test or they threw it away. But I guess I will soon do the good deed again. Of course, check with them is my blood useful or not first... Very geli but well. Blood bank lack of blood. More Blood!!
- Go abroad.
Hahaha! I made it! =.= Lame. But yea. I nvr been abroad before but in 2012 (was 20 yrs old) I went out of Msia twice!!! Not like I went on any glam trip oversea or what. I basically went to Thailand with 1 of my friends. Me so proud of this. Thank my friend too if not I wouldn't be able to I guess. Then went Singapore with another 3 friends. I miscount my budget, could have spent more on what I wanted. Shit... I will do better next time. Lack of experience. Will gain more. Found some good and suitable kaki to have fun together.
I don't knw what else I listed down for 2012. Couldn't find the paper/file. Hahaha! But mostly these.
I hv tried so many things this year. I guess my friends around me have me enlightened. I have changed, so much difference compared to the 'old' me. I didn't want to admit I hv change probably because I think I have changed into a worse one and didn't wanna believe in that. I am now open to it already. I have changed for good. Better person? Better thinking? Better future? Its okay, I am okay like this. I believe that when I am going the wrong way friends will hold me back. Then it will depend on me whether or not to be able to do whatever that helps.
Think too much. I am all good right now. And older. I so wanna make new year resolution list for 2013. But still doesnt feel like a new year to me. I will perhaps do it soon as the feeling/mood/idea comes.
I wish u a great year ahead. To the World! And to my friends! And to my family! Of course to Yi Wen!
Peace.
