I always have a thought of trying everything as long as I feel like trying. I do not know whether this thinking is correct or not but I feel like doing so. When I still have the chance. Still Young!
For example, a thing that can’t be changed (And I can think of now) is that I never went through a process which people call it as ‘Puppy love’. Well. Not that I regret for not trying it. But I don’t even get a chance to! Hahaha! Btw, puppy love is referring to
A. a relationship which is not serious
or
B. a relationship which u have when u were young/small
Hmmm. Confused.
Well. After all these bullshit. Actually what I am trying to say is I tried smoking. (WTH!!! You don’t have to put this up on ur blog!!!) ß Is this what u guys thinking while reading? Nvm. I just feel like blogging bout it. Because I am trying to get people to tell me whether it is right or not to agree with me that trying is not wrong.
Actually I am quite scared that I will be addicted to it. I have no confident in my self-control. Will my mum be disappointed if she knows this? But I think I told her before that I wanna try. So ya. No big deal as long as I am not addicted to it. I guess.
For the smoking part. I felt nothing. That person says it is because I didn’t really suck it. As in the smoke. (The smoke must be sucked into ur mind. Says that person.) Feel so different. Looking at people smoking is like so easy. But when I am doing it myself, is like smoking somehow needs some sort of skill. And maybe it is because that particular cigarette is milder than those normal one.
Cigarettes are pretty cheap in Langkawi. So actually that person doesn’t mind letting me try a sip and throw the whole batang. (What’s the penjodoh bilangan for cigarette? Btw what is penjodoh bilangan in English? Unit? Poor English. XD)
That person says that girls better don’t smoke but smoke in club to prevent breathing in those 2nd hand smoke. I was like isn’t it double? Your own smoke with others 2nd hand smoke wor. Shall do some research on this. Haha!
I shall have stronger believe in myself! To have higher self control. I found that Confidence is very important to a life.
Oh ya. I found out that. All the previous trainees in The Westin Langkawi from Taylor’s are very rich. Very very rich. Most of them like to pay for the others. ‘Fan min’ if u pay urself. This is what I heard from those who went out with PREVIOUS Taylor’s trainees. I think this is why when I was new over here, they have those ‘Oh. Dari Taylor’s ar.’ With weird tone. Now some of them feel that I am different from normal TAYLOR’S student. Good or Bad? I don’t know. Haizzzz.
Muahaha! I have tried to blog whenever something happened throughout the days. But too lazy. XD I find myself bore people off with those long and lousy English passage of my pretty Good Life! XD
To those who cares,
I’m fine over here. Very good! Just a little boring. XD Wish everyone the Best!
Yours sincerely,
Wen ^^
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