Move! Moveeee!

I needa list these down. For future reference maybe. Or just to remind myself of them. Add some goals in life will make it more colourful I bet. I LOVE colours. =D


1. Donate blood.
- I have never do this before. Just thought of contributing a bit to the world I guess. And I have heard that you can't donate blood for i-dont-know-how-long after you got inked.


2. Get inked.
- Just would like to try. Kinda scared & not sure if it will affect life. People do judge. =/ Hence doing it on a not-so-obvious part of my skin.


3. Go abroad.
- Never been abroad before. Wanna go Egypt since 9. Will be there someday. Now just looking forward to go somewhere near but out of M'sia. Hehe! Just got my very first passport. Am going to Thai soon with my friend. Hope everything goes well! Everything Safety first! ;)


4. Mastering English, Mandarin Chinese, Korean, French and Spanish.
- This is a freaking hard one. English itself is enough to kill. But no, I am still gonna move towards this. I don't really know why would I wanna learn these but just feel like it. So do it while I can I guess.


5. Learn a musical insturment (Harmonica/Violin/Drum)
- I wanted to learn playing Violin since small but I never have the courage. =.= Now that I have grown so much older, I wonder if I can/should take up this. I am kinda tone deaf. I like to listen to music like if a restaurant without music I will feel kinda annoyed but when there is music I don't really listen. I don't know the lyric I just follow the tune. And I can't sing. Guess I will try Harmonica, it's a lot cheaper than the other two from what I see.


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(To be updated from time to time) ;D

No problem stays...

It sucks to feel alone. The loneliness. I have been like this since primary school. Why am I expecting more now... I try hard to stay with people around me, keep them with me. I know they will eventually leave. But I really hope they won't. I don't want them to leave me.


I sometimes think I have gone overboard to do things I can't really afford too just to keep myself with them.. Guess I will have to except that we need to let them go if they want to leave. Just not meant to be...


No problem stays. This will be gone soon. Just that at this moment I so hell damn wish to talk to someone.. But who.. And how... ='(

能理解吗？

为了让我看到好的同时，其实我看到了更多的不好。可能随着年龄增长，想的多了，在意的也多了。我明白之中的好意，只是我不明白这怎么会是个好事，也不觉得这是好事。请原谅我的埋怨。我真的不明白，也看不透。请给我多一点时间。


真的很不喜欢世界上没有一个人能明白的感觉。