No problem stays...

It sucks to feel alone. The loneliness. I have been like this since primary school. Why am I expecting more now... I try hard to stay with people around me, keep them with me. I know they will eventually leave. But I really hope they won't. I don't want them to leave me.


I sometimes think I have gone overboard to do things I can't really afford too just to keep myself with them.. Guess I will have to except that we need to let them go if they want to leave. Just not meant to be...


No problem stays. This will be gone soon. Just that at this moment I so hell damn wish to talk to someone.. But who.. And how... ='(

能理解吗？

为了让我看到好的同时，其实我看到了更多的不好。可能随着年龄增长，想的多了，在意的也多了。我明白之中的好意，只是我不明白这怎么会是个好事，也不觉得这是好事。请原谅我的埋怨。我真的不明白，也看不透。请给我多一点时间。


真的很不喜欢世界上没有一个人能明白的感觉。

The Apple Theory

There is an apple.

A fine apple.

I eat the apple.

The apple is sour.

I don't like sour.

I bear the sourness.

To eat the apple.

It's still sour.

I don't like it.

I can eat it.

Not all the time.

Not the apple's fault.

To be sour.

Not my fault.

To not like sour.

The sour apple.

Meant for the others.

I pick other apples.

From time to time.

Still take sour apples.

All the apples.

Belong to a taste bud.

As long as it's a good apple.

People take it.

Good for health.

I still like apples.