Substitution.Replacement

I guess I miss u too much. And I started being so desperate for it. Running around, roaming around, fooling around to seek a replacement for it.

I wish I can at least understand why. But I couldnt...

I find and find. But there is nothing out there. Nothing.

It is not that important actually. I guess I just have this feeling to hang on with it. The only thing I can hang on to. It is fading. Yet I am holding on it. I just keep on reminding myself not to forget this. No. And NEVER. But why...