Start to worry huh? =|

Ah huh! Haha! Finished exam. Buahahhahaha~ Not like I've been putting effort or work hard in it. But ya. Now is like I don't feel so guilty even if I don't study. Hmmm. I've never seen someone who is lazier than me. NEVER!!!

After exam. 1 week break. Then internship. Seriously when I was choosing where to go for my training, my brain wasn't really thinking about the consequences or worry about things(which I'm now worrying about). Those 'Wh' questions which are like supposed to come out when I was choosing (& they didn't) are now popping out like nobody's business. Where, Who, Which, Why, What, When and the most important, HOW!!!

-How do I get there? [The Westin Langkawi]

-Who am I gonna hang out with? [Well, since this is part of my personality, I'm pretty cool with being alone when I have to. Afterall, I'm the one who chose to go training alone. Dumbass.]

-How am I gonna roam around the island without a car? [ ='( My Rainbow Sorbet (Ya. My car's name. And my laptop's too.)  X/]

-Where to settle my meals over there?

-How do I wash my clothes and where to dry them? And where to iron them?

-How is the hostel like? (Spacious? Creepy? Clean? Dark? Dirty?) Do they provide things like mattress?

-Do they have Wi-fi over there? [NO. I guess. And YES. I wish. (I am praying in earnest/sincerely/wholeheartedly.) ]

-Water heater? (No? Nvm, I am cool with it. As long as the bathroom is not creepy.)

-What to bring there? [Shoes, Clothes, Toolbox, Food, Daily essentials, Laptop, Books (Doubt that I will read them), Phone, Brain (Well, I still believe that I've one. Maybe it's just a little too small for me.) ]

-How if I bring all my stuff and the room is too small to fit in?

-What to do when I'm free? (Now. I realised the importance of having a car.)

-Are the people over there nice? (No. I guess. As what I've heard from my friends, I have made a conclusion of big hotels' people are generally more to themselves. And still, YES. I wish.)

-Am I gonna lose weigh over ther? [Well, I was thinner lighter before I come back from the 1st training.] Hmm, this is a little out of topic.

Arrrrr.... I really wanna drive there myself. Plane isn't that convenient. Family members to send me there is like a big No-no. (I'm a cry baby.) I haven't finish buying things that I'm bringing over there. Yaiks. Not enough time d. And I used up tooo much of money. Where to dig more?

NOOOOOOOOOOOO! This is too much. I can't handle them, all at once. I guess I'll just have to lower down my expectation. No. Is not to have any expectation! Ya. Then I won't be shocked to my death when I'm there.

Well, by thinking positively, Langkawi might be quite a nice place! Sand, Beaches, Duty-free Chocolates and Liquor.

Woohooo~ Me Rocks. =D

Place that I'll be in from 3/4/2011-25/6/2011


The Westin Langkawi




Things around The Westin (quite far away)



Today. Not one of the good days.

French performance practice.
Time : 12.00pm
Venue : Taylor's Lakeside

Ate curry yee mee. Which I had crave for quite a long time. Not nice. But still went to college happily. Was late for 5 mins. Met friend at car park. Rushed to class together. But only few people were there and lecturer wasn't free yet. And they called me 'Medusa'. Ahahaha.

Then started our practice. Sang both of the songs. Suddenly, lecturer decided that girls shall not singo but dance for the second song due to the key thing. (Which I couldn't get it *tone-deaf)

I strongly oppose it. Silently. I thought I will be fine as it's with friends. But no. I was wrong. I just couldn't do it. Or better to say 'I wouldn't want to do it'. And I know there are people who are angry with me. At that moment I was quite 'Dulan'. But when moment over and I realised it was all my fault.

To make sure I won't be the burden of the group. To make sure people won't be mad at me anymore. To make sure I won't put down on people who still have some hope on me (Wish there will be at least one). And ya. To get some marks... I WILL DO IT.

Today is worse than yesterday. I believe tomorrow will be better than today.

Oh ya. And I have my hair permed. Hmmmm... It doesn't turn out as what I thought it will.. Haha. Fail.

Hmmm... Still a Medusa.

My Life

It has been quite sometime since the first blog in 2011. Hmmm. My life is getting more and more lifeless + duller and duller as days pass.
Life without a Goal / Target / Aim isn't a life. Now I realise.

People are all so busy doing productive things. While I am just roaming around doing nothing. I am quite clear that what am I supposed to be doing now. Just couldn't find a reason to do it. (Am a person who only does things with reason) I will do it only if it's my will.


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BUAHAHAHA. Typed this amonth ago? Around there la.

Not that now I am living meaningfully. But. Haha. Better la. I found a long term target d. Haha~ Just wish i can complete those short term's to-do things to achieve my goal la. Muahaha~
Yo. yo. yo~! Wish me all the best for Dreams and Life-lier Life.  >,^