25th of July 2011.

Haha!

24th July ===> Shawn Khor's Birthday
25th July ===> Garry's Birthday

So we went The Gardens at Sunway Pyramid to Celebrate. Haizzz. I forgot about it. Didn't get to bring camera. I like the interior design of it. So NICE~
But No Camera, No 'Chik Chak'. =(

I like today! Not much work. Then gather together at The Gardens chit chat, talk crap, boobs AND AND AND LANGKAWI !!! Me Likey.

Although somehow I think we couldn't make it. But nevermind! Atleast we discussed about it!!! Had fun listen to them discussing. Got so excited. XD

I Love Friends gather together! So nice!!!

Shall do this more. So first I must talk attractively like the other Klang's people in my group. (Don't know why people tend to stop talking and listen to them... Powerful!)

Westin Langkawi

We are Coming Soon!!!

我不玩了...

I dont wanna be involved in those miserable relations between people... So hard to understand. So hard to figure out. I believe it can be easier but they dont... Or maybe I am wrong.

I like to be with friends. All the time. Very much. But will not be too close with them... Cause I slowly understand that friends leave. For different reasons... Different People.

I have always wanted to make a change. But I couldnt. So weak... So useless...

I chose to escape. I wouldnt want to work with people who I know. Go somewhere people wouldnt go for training. Chose without discussing. Have many reasons of doing it. Which couldnt be told. Or just not able to tell.

In the end, I actually have to communicate and work out with them no matter what. I have never put in much effort in it. Just simply believe that no matter how hard I try, it will just remain the same. Because it's me.

Sometimes people ask me to believe in myself. But I found out that when I do, they are actually the one who dont. So what's the point.

I wish I am like Pocahontas. Having a tree to talk to. And it will answer.

不想玩了。一直守着很累。不是我不管，是我真的管不起。

W.W.W -- What We Want

We often get what we don't want and couldn't get what we want. A cruel fact that actually started off by the pickiest thing on Earth -- ourselves.

When we couldn't get what we want, everything seems to be a misfortune to us. Change the viewpoint of it.

When things that you want you can't get but the things that you don't want you get. We find what we NEED not what we Want.

And what we get might be actually what people wants. Appreciate what we have and get.
While others having nothing.

Amusing Discovery

I realised. As the days past, I know more about myself! Amazing!

I found out that.

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I like Red colour.

Red!

I like Brown colour.

Brown!

I like Bread. very much

Bread!

I like Pastry.

Cream Puff!

Croissant!

Eclair!

I like Lamb.

Lamb!

I do not like to take on too much of responsibility.


I am lack of confidence.  one of the biggest and obvious problem of mine. which till now i still cant overcome it.


I am a lazy person.


Now I know only the very surface side of me. So much more to know about myself... 
Discover and Change.

Should I pursue my study to Degree of Hospitality?

Or should I change course?

Or just work with a Diploma?

End of The World.

I stick to principles too much. As in my own ridiculous kind of principles. I always have to find reasons and excuses for myself to do something. But sometimes chances just left me when I'm still busy finding those so called reasons and excuses for myself.

So. I have made a wise decision of not to be so self-protect as the world might be ending next year. Or soon.

Do what I want and feel like doing like it's gonna be the end of the world soon. Not like cursing everyone but ya. Somehow it just might happens.

No more EXCUSE!



 Cherish Time & Chances. Do what I want to.

Just Do it!

Back from Langkawi.

Thanks to Ayie, Fifa, Keyra and Tilia for sending me to the airport. Nobody else. Sad case. Luckily it's with a reason. That ING group function. Finding reasons to comfort myself as usual..

Reached LCCT on 27th of June 2011 at 10.20 p.m.

Received messages from Hanif and Faqrool, Call from Zikri and Han at the airport. Haha. Cried while talking to Han. It's like I am backed, so far away from Langkawi, only we cherish our friendship. Haizzz. Human being...


I feel like everything just ended without an actual ending. Hmmm. I didn't make it to take pictures with everybody who I know. My bad.

I wish that I had more time with them. Or should I say, I wish that I have always try hard to be with them. Ya. Again. My bad.

I am selfish. I want everyone to not forget me. While I actually did nothing worth for them to remember me. I hate to be forgotten by people. (It always happen.) But I didn't put in effort to make myself worth people remembering.

But I really do miss them. Miss them so much until I'm afraid of going back to college. I miss you guys. I miss Westin Langkawi's staff so much.  ='(

Took this to express my miss-ness. XD

I have always been living too carefully, fully protected and sheltered. I guess that's the reason I don't get to know more people.
I don't know why. Wherever I go, people around me tend to take care of me. My college friends and people around during both of my trainings. Like asking me to stay away from cigarettes, stopping people from bringing me to club, stopping me to take alcohol, telling me to be careful to who and who and many more.

Langkawi, Malaysia. So near yet so far. Do I get to meet you guys again? The chance is like 0.001%. Okay. maybe 0.1%. I still wish that we will meet again and we still remember each other. =)

I believe that Hopes won't let people down. Hopes always brighten up the way.

Cheers. =)

Westin Langkawi's Dining Outlet. TIDE, SPLASH, BREEZE, TASTES, FLOAT, ANJUNG DAMAI. <3